Ok - I'm sorry, but I'm going to let out a massive vent. Feel free to skip over it
I'm so over this pregnancy. I know that's awful to say and I should just be grateful that I'm about to have a baby... but I'm so miserable right now - and I still have at least 3-4 weeks to go!
If I'm sitting it feels like she's stabbing me down low from the inside or grinding on my back bone. I could handle the kicks all day, but the movement she's making with her head and hands is killer and leaves me feeling bruised from the inside out. I dread the 45 min drive to and from work every day, as well as sitting down the whole 9 hours I'm here
I can't sleep either. If I lay on my left side, my right shoulder will hurt so bad in 5 min. But if I lay on my right side, my leg falls asleep after another few min. So I'll switch back to my left side and repeat this process all night.
Between the pain, lack of sleep and lack of energy, I've had it! I'm tired of not being able to play with my daughter. It absolutely kills me to see that she's bonding more with DH than me, only because I'm too (fill in the blank) to actually play with her. And when I do spend time with her, I have no patience because of said reasons, and it makes me feel like a horrible mom. I'm honestly thinking of having my doctor induce me at 39 weeks....