Pity Party of 1 ? >>>>OVER HERE!!! ME! ME!

I have until midnight to go into labor or else 1 of 2 things happen:

1- i'll go this weekend and get a different doctor...never met him....never heard of him....he's on call. My Ob is on a religious mediation trip this weekend. Did she mention this earlier? Noooo.

or

2- I'll be induced Monday night. <<um, terrifying!

I was "a loose 2cm" and "more than 50%" and "very soft" on Tuesday. Also, I got 2 membrane sweeps....so, I am on the right track for a timely delivery.

Am I supposed to be feeling anything? Did anyone go into labor out of the blue or did you have an ery feeling all day that you would? Is there a chance I can still go today even though I feel NOTHING? Like literally, I have felt more when I was 36w along than I do today.