UGHHHHHHH.

Ok. I just had to let it out.

I know that this is probably a good thing, maybe a great way to keep my weight gain down this pregnancy, maybe a great way to lose the baby weight faster after pregnancy and maintain a much lower weight post baby. And from all the great, supportive comments I've gotten from moms who have gone through it (or are diabetic sans pregnancy) I know that it's really NOT that big of a deal. In fact, I've been kind of eating like someone who has GD for the past week or two and it's been pretty manageable. Even though the food choices are limited, eating all day and through til bedtime is pretty nice.

But I just can't help but be pissed off.

UGHHHHHHHHH.

Ok.

At least this'll make for a great blog post, right???

Ok, just one more: UGHHHHHHH.

My childhood best friend's wedding is this weekend (I'm a bridesmaid), my cousin's wedding is next weekend, and we're scheduled to visit friends in Tampa in three weeks... to know that I'm going to be so limited in food choices and pricking my finger four times a day through all of that is just making me go UGHHHHHHHH.

Also, when I was in my final weeks with Wagon Jr, the ONLY thing that cheered me up was going out to eat for dinner. Knowing that is not going to be such a good option this time around is making me go.... all together now...

UGHHHHHHHH.