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@MaryM: it's so hard not to worry. How are you doing? I think if it's been a couple hours and you haven't felt anything I'd be calling. I'm sure everything is fine and baby girl is just resting.

I called the on call doctor. Should here back in 20 minutes.

@MaryM: hugs to you. Will be waiting for an update!

@mamabolt: So happy for a happy update!!

They haven't been able to find the heartbeat with the monitor or US. Calling in radiology to make sure. I think we need a miracle...

@MaryM: oh friend, praying and praying.

@MaryM: thinking of you and baby and praying so so so hard for you.

@MaryM: There are absolutely no words. I can't express how sorry and heartbroken I am for you. I am praying for comfort and peace. If there is anything, anything I can do please let me know.

@marym: oh no. Friend, I am so, so, sorry. I can't imagine. What a horribly heartbreaking loss. I am so sad for you. I will be praying for you especially throughout the next 48 hours.

@MaryM: I am so incredibly sorry, friend. My heart is breaking for you both. I'm sending you all my love and prayers. I know these next few weeks will not be easy, and I am praying for lots of peace for you and C. PLEASE know I am here for anything you need.

@MaryM: I am so so so very sorry... There are no words... Sending my prayers your way

@MaryM: There are no words. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. You are heavy on my heart tonight.

@MaryM: I'm so heartbroken to see this update. Much love and strength to you.

@MaryM: I'm so sorry for your profound loss. Sending love, strength and support your way.

@MaryM: I'm so sorry for you and your husband's loss.

@MaryM: I am so sorry.

@MaryM: all my thoughts are with you. No words, but sending

@MaryM: Thinking of you and sending so much love. I'm so sorry.

My cousin and his girlfriend were due a week before me. She went into labor tonight and their little 1-pound boy lived for 4 hours. It's so, so, so sad..... two cousins, both due with boys, both due within a week of each other. One is kicking me right now, and one is gone. Reminding me so much of how life is fleeting and nothing really truly is sure. I know the stats, but sometimes the losses are just too apparent.... especially with it being pregnancy and infant loss awareness month, and the 1 year anniversary of our loss. Just needed to share here with some people that would understand.

I know it's been quiet in here lately, but how is everyone?

I'm 14w2d and we found out baby is a healthy boy via Verifi test. I'm so grateful that everything looks healthy right now. Really looking forward to feeling some movement so I can get more regular reassurance that he's ok in there instead of just monthly OB appointments.